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December 30 AppologiesFor all my dear readers,
I am sorry I havent post anything for such a long time. I just was passing through a tough stage and was barely being able to follow up with my normal life. I promise you I'll be back soon with good things as you've got used to! Thank you all for coping with me and putting up with this delay, and I truely appreciate your concern :)
Thank you so much!
Take care and Sweet season's greetings to everyone! December 03 Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the awe of many people and you are exceptionally logical. You are an inspirational beauty. Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!) brought to you by Quizilla November 23 Replied with a post :)Writing this post is triggered from a "new" someone that popped up in my blogging life hehe. My previous post titled "Weird Paper Bag!!" was written in one of my weirdest sarcastic moods ever. Though the incident of actually noticing this weird paper bag happened like four to five days before I decided to post about it. It was just a less-than-an-ordinary post that actually had no precise important point except of that about noticing some weird things in our lives that we can't actually explain so we laugh at instead. However, I didn’t intend at all by writing about it that I'd like to actually know what did the creator of such paper bag was thinking about when she or he wrote this weird fragment as I'd like to call it. I just thought it is some idiot who has no sense of English language in his/her life hehe. Anyhow, I was absolutely stunned from someone who left me a comment on that post signed with the name "translator" However, the second comment proved why this s/he signed the comments with the name translator because they actually tried to translate the phrase written on it "trying to show me that s/he had made such an effort to go look for the translation or origin of such phrase" which made me laugh so hard that actually one would go and look for something that made ME interested and not myself going to look for it; and ACTUALLY going out with an interesting result! The third comment left after I had commented on the previous two, was telling me that this person was please that I laughed and smiled when I needed it (seemed so) and that all what was written in the previous two comments was from his/her own thoughts
And this goes out for YOU: I didn't reply on this comment with a big smile, but with a whole post containing many smiles and happy faces! hehehe November 19 Weird Paper Bag!!I went to this stationary selling store to photocopy some papers (87 paper! Yes!) And while I was standing there waiting for the man to finish photocopying them, I was scanning the place around me fast, looking at all these different items in the store. A few paper bags where hanging on a metal bar. I'm sure you all know them, the red ones for love gifts hehe with all these hearts and blood and red roses on them hehe or sometimes with two people walking on the beach at sunset time, or with some kisses scattered all around, or with red balloons hehe oh yea well anyway, one of them had "And Never Let Me Again" written on it… okay, WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?? Seriously! Does anybody have any idea about what does it means? I went to the bag and took it off the metal bar, tried to find any other word or phrase written on it that can help me understand "THAT" phrase, but found nothing! Weird people! Weird BAGS!!! November 16 Lyrics!I am not a big fan of "pasting" lyrics down on your blog just for the fun of adding posts; However I passed through this one amazing song and it literally describes the feelings that are occupying my mind lately! It felt extremely relaxing to find these feelings placed into such wonderful lyrics! Check it out!
Don't tell me that it's over because I know my heart won't hear
It thinks we'll be together like we've been for all these years I know this may sound foolish, but you've got to realize I'd rather be a fool than to say good-bye I'd rather take my chances that I'll get one more try I'd rather live a lie than to face the truth Before I'd love somebody new, I'd rather miss you I can't imagine life without you I close my eyes and see your face You say I'll find another, but who could ever take your place So I'll keep on believing my love will change your mind I'd rather be a fool than to say good-bye I'd rather take my chances that I'll get one more try I'd rather live a lie than to face the truth Before I love somebody new, I'd rather miss you I'd rather be a fool than to say good-bye I'd rather take my chances that I'll get one more try I'd rather live a lie than to face the truth Before I love somebody new, I'd rather miss you That was the lyrics of: I'd Rather Miss You for Chalee Tennison...
November 11 Amman - Attacked!Since yesterday night and after we all knew of the tragic incidents that took place in our city's streets, I was so mad! Extremely angry from all that happened! I wanted badly to write something, anything in my space about it! I NEEDED to write! But, nothing was there except for an empty black block up in that box placed over my neck! Till this minute, and while actually writing, still I seriously don’t know from where to start or what to tell. Sitting home, my mother and I clearly heard the bombing sound, which later on appeared to be the one that took place in Days Inn hotel. I live in Rabieh, one street behind the Israeli's embassy, so we thought it had something to do with the embassy! The sound was very close and it was scary! My father's friend called him and asked him to open Al-Jazeera channel, and there it was. The bad news! Three bombing took place in our beloved city Amman by some sick-minded people! Damn it I still cannot understand the sick soul of the person who exploded himself! I mean didn't the beast see that he was in the middle of someone's "zaffeh"! (Cheering for marriage)! I mean what on earth was he thinking? To ruin these innocent people marriage day! The folks of the bride were killed, and the father of the groom as well! Ino shoooo?! What will the poor couples think every year on their marriage anniversary?! Don't even let me started with the poor baby Toleen who lost her mother and got wounded, or the other children that got killed in the middle of their happiness in the marriage! Or the director Mustafa El-Aqqad who lost his daughter while he was about to hug her after she arrived from the states! They've ruined all the great moments in life, all the happiness that was filling these places before they commit this ugly murder! My heart ached badly today morning while reading the news papers, seeing the names of the murdered and wounded people of which some bodies remains unidentified! Scattered pieces of people's bodies all over the places! Man this is just sick! I am so speechless and nothing but hatred fills my heart for these stupid people who are killing mercilessly! Stupid people with stupid goals! I am even much embarrassed to call them "Arabs"! I just hate the way they think! And feel sorry for their sick minds and souls that are just filled with greed and self-centeredness!
My heart goes out to all who have been affected by these unmerciful acts of terrorism! November 10 (updated) HappYY BiRTHDaY!!(This post was deleted by mistake from my blog, therefore I am re-posting it! It was posted on September the 13th) Reef ! A.K.A. Beef (this is what he calls himself when he's trying to be hilarious) LOL
AAkh!!! REEF! The guy who tried to impress this new girl by eating broccoli although he hates eating it (that’s cause she likes broccoli). The guy who masters the Mr. Bean's dance! The guy who loves to be another Joey in friends! The guy who has a "Superman" T-shirt. The guy who has the goofiest grin ever! The guy who has a balloon girlfriend named Amira! The guy who loves to play basketball! The guy whose dad is Lebanese and mom is Jordanian. The guy who invent words! The guy who is just hilarious in a very stupid way! The guy who's loved by everyone that gets to know him! The guy with a very unique soul!
HappYY BiRthDay!!!!! Wishing you all the best in this year to come! You're a wonderful human being so keep it up dude!!!! :)
P.S. This post was deleted by mistake from my blog, therefore I am re-posting it! It was posted on September the 13th November 05 Not concious!Wipe those tears away from your eyes. Just take my hand you don’t have to cry it'll be alright, baby, I'll make it alright. Don’t let the world get you down; reach for the love that’s all around, it'll be alright, baby, we'll make it alright. Ill pick you up when you're feeling down, ill put your feet back on solid ground, I'll pick u up and ill make you strong I'll make you feel like you still belong… Sometimes the words well their just not enough, afraid of feeling and in need of love, to make it alright, baby, I'll make it all right. Where will you run to where will you hide I know the pain comes from deep down inside, but it'll be alright, baby, we'll make it alright…
Yeah that's what Alright for Reamonn says. It's the song that is playing non stop on my Windows Media Player, on my mp3, in my headphones… Just every where around me… Is it really alright? Well, some how I think it is. Life is not over yet! Is it? NOPE :) Am I going to die from what happened? Another NOPE :) (of course unless God planned for it which and by the way won't make me feel worse) Will it make me weaker? Yapp, but that’s only for a while sir! Why? Well because
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry. And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late last night, but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
That's what Supergirl for Reamonn again says! J Isn't ironic? Don't you think? A little too ironic? :p hehehe oh well I must say, I am impressed! Well somehow being the girl getting always screwed up in relationships sometimes makes you more interesting and for sure WAY MUCH STRONGER!! J and yeaaa you go girl lol (which is myself in this case!) What I want to tell you? Do you really want to know? Okay if you insist…
Isn't it strange that the stars don't shine no more now since you're gone? isn't it strange that we can't look back and see just what went wrong? I wanna know now where we are, should I pretend and let things be? and knowing what you've done, could you come face to face with me? Isn't it strange that you told me one thing and suddenly changed your mind? isn't it strange that you'd come here for me turn away and leave me behind? Now it feels like I'm drowning, feels like I'm drowning without you! I know the feeling, cause I've felt this all before! I hope you don't feel just like me, I hope you're happy, don't feel just like me, I hope you don't feel just like me, fuck I hope you feel much worse than me, maybe not so happy, not so happy, yeah, welcome to my world!
That was Intwine – Not so happy…
However, this time EVERYONE around, well get to see a totally another and different version of ME, MYSELF, of NADEEN! Yapp I bet you, you will easily know the difference! You know how bad hit smells? Shit will be only A DAMN PART of my attitude :D so enjoy it and don't miss it!
P.S. Weird mood or not conscious lets say! November 04 Today I saw it!We were in Salt, heading for this place called "Outta Town". I saw some amazing views on our way there! The lights of the small city twinkling in the dark, some how it felt so cozy and just charming! And there it was, caught it passing through the sky! Passing as fast as it can, lighting the area around it. It wasn't a small one, that's why I was astonished.
Today I saw a falling star… :)
Is it true what they say about wishing upon them? Well if you believe it, then it's really nice to think of it in this way: God is so bighearted and generous that He put His hand in this small bag next to Him every now and then, take a bunch of stars and just throw them in the sky, waiting for us to catch one with our sight, and wish upon it. God is so wise that He knows our selfish desires! And that no one of our kind will actually miss such a chance. He gives us this little small push every now and then when He feels we need it, and as a result, He sends us some scattered wishes from the sky and waits for the star to come back holding a bunch of wishes from restless minds, ached hearts and twinkling eyes reflecting its brightness from all over the world. How good it makes you feel whenever you see one of them crossing its way through the sky? Of course most of the times you are just caught by its beautiful surprise that you miss making you're wish (just like what happened with me today hehe). However, the sight of it by itself makes you smile :) November 01 Do not smoke! *puffs a cig*Time is back to write a real post! I don’t know what to write actually, I have a lot to say, yet I am just too confused to start with one thing. Well let me share something with you dear readers; Today as I was heading back home from university (by a cab of course since I flunked in my driving lesson which was this Saturday and I am supposed to re-do it on the 20th of November, whatever!) the taxi driver was an old man in his mid fifties. Anyhow, we are still in Ramadan, but the driver said: "ma3lesh 3ammo badaygek itha bawalle3 seegara tara il wa7ad bi3aaseb min swaget hadool il shabab ille bitla3ooli min ijjam3a fay3een kol wa7ad feehom gassisli sha3ro mithel il deek" (Is it okay if I lit a cigarette? Because one gets really frustrated from the crazy driving of these guys who go out of their universities acting cool, with weird haircuts that make them look like roosters) I was like: "No I don't mind". The smile was clearly shown on his face as he lit his cigarette and puffed the smoke out of the window. The weird thing is that, and while he was smoking, I noticed THREE stickers that say:"Please do not smoke." "Smoke is strictly forbidden." "Smoke is a shorter way for early death" LOL! Awesome! It was so damn ironic! Seeing the driver puffing his cigarette happily with three stickers surrounding him, in of which clearly, he asking people by them not to smoke! Heeh a start of a weird day!
Well however, I am not feeling well these days. A lot of things are going on with me and they are driving me weaker everyday. All I need at the moment is peace of mind and … you. October 25 Your Blogging Type Is...My Personality is...
As of for me, it is really true!! I mean most if not ALL the things that were mentioned is really true about me!
Try it yourself and see! October 21 How Love-Smart are you?
Lol okay so this quiz I do like!!
Try this quiz by visiting the following URL: Magical Name Acronym Generator!
Didn't like it! bad things about me! October 13 Pleased now?!!All the pictures that were on my blog got deleted. In other words, I deleted them all. NO pictures anymore. This was done to please a lot of people (ou ya reit-hom tal3een b hal pictures aslan!). If you live in our community "The Great Jordanian Community" hopefully you'll understand me. A lot of these who call themselves "friends" talked to me from a "worried about you" principle, saying that the pictures can be copied and pasted by whoever wants to and that I don't need any more problems in my life coming out of this. I just can't blame and point my finger to one person, because there is more than one person who told me this. Eventually I got sick of all that and took the step and deleted them all. Every single picture that contains any living face! Honestly I don't want more headaches, I already have more than I can handle. It's not me!! I don't usually listen to what people have to say! I've always believed that I have my own beliefs and I should go accordingly with them, but this time I just don't know what got wrong with me. If it was for the old me, I would have added some more pictures. But I guess that this time, the whole issue doesn't concern me as an individual. Not my pictures only were shown and added to my blog; but others too. I guess this makes me responsible for others' as well not only myself. I hope I did the right thing. This blog is getting to represent me and my life. That's why I am so attached to it. Over and above, I am proud of it! Proud when I see how my life line is flowing every time I read my old posts. Every post I added through this blogging journey was molded carefully from feelings, experiences, ups, downs, nights, and days! Made out from frowns, smiles, memories or expectations! I just hope I am doing the right thing when I take these decisions concerning my blog, in other words, my life.
For those who was enjoying the pictures; my friends, I appologize for that. I'll try to send them by email for you guys who is living abroad. I just know the feeling the pictures give you when you get to see what your friends are doing here, trying to follow up with their latest news when distance is just a barrier. September 26 Just a Thought...I was thinking for a few days by now, that I want to erase some posts that I've written before because every time I look at them I just feel that they are not me. But, no body has a single idea about how much this blog means to me. I thought that it is the past of everyone that molds the future, and it is an advantage for myself to notice the big change that happened in my life and to my personality in particular. In conclusion, I am not going to erase anything. I am happy I made this decision finally. Though I'd love to see that my blog readers -hopefully- noticed that change as well.
There is one person to thank for giving me hope again, and for making me "alive" with every meaning this word holds within its letters. I love you baby… Thank you! Since I am writing this post because of you, the dedication itself goes for you as well. Happy Anniversary sweetheart! NO ONE in this world is anywhere close to you in my eyes! "Thank you" is just nothing compared to what I have in my heart for you! You made everything seem different and more ... ALIVE! September 04 This one is dedicated for you, Dina!Dina, I know you made an extreme effort to write me this poem and I'm just flattered and so speechless! You're my new boyfriend khalas I never thought that I would find A friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way Without you I don’t know where I’d be But you are still here friends with me You deserve so much more than I can give But without you I wouldn’t live You have given me more than money can buy And for you I’d give my all and I wld die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day Hoping not to screw it up I constantly pray I know we have our problems every now and then But once its fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's down deep inside and in you, I'll always confide. Thanks for being the friend you are you're my best friend, an angel by far everything in you is an inspiration to do great and you'll be loved by all cause that's your fate! So never stop being the real and wonderful you cause God shines through in all that you do and whenever it seems like I'm never there remember this: I love you and I'll always care!
Dina Thank you again 7abeebti! I love you!
August 15 Jordan Rocks concert!JORDAN ROCKS!! 2005 IF IT'S TOO LOUD YOU'RE TOO OLD!!! Jordan Rocks, The annual rock festival in Jordan starting of this year 2005. Presenting the rock bands who're going to play LIVE in the concert: Juliana Down from Dubai, Just Negative from Lebanon, and Distorted from Jordan.
Live at Zara Expo Hall B Thursday, August 25th, 2005 Doors open at 6:00 pm Show Starts at 7:00 pm Ticket price 15 JDs On day 17 JDs
Sponsored by: Pepsi, Aramex, Power Horse, Lialina magazine, ing productions, Beat FM, Amstel beer, Marlboro cigarettes and many others. IN SUPPORT TO "JORDAN FREE OF DRUGS" CAMPAIGN This concert is going to absolutely rock Jordan! Hurry up and get your ticket they are already being sold out! Contact me for more info. Or if you want to get a ticket! EMAIL ME ASAP OR CALL ME ON MY CELL PHONE IF YOU HAVE THE NUMBER!!
DO NOT DARE TO MISS IT! August 08 Thank YouThank you for showing me how much you care! Thank you for letting me feel the superior feeling of love and the power of love! Thank you for giving me hope again in this life! Thank you for making me realize how special and extremely amazing you are! Thank you for giving me the smile! Thank you for making me hold a piece of heaven in my hands and know how miraculous it feels! Thank you for the wonderful way you are making my days with! Thank you for being who you are and making me who I am when I am with you! Thank you for generating this power within me that makes me able to create the best feelings ever! Thank you for turning what is so called "you and me" into a living amazing reality! Thank you for letting my heart skip a beat every time I see you, that is called living some more within the same time! Thank you for being with me! Last but not least, Thank you for loving me! August 04 Not dedicated to you...This post is NOT dedicated to you... You DO NOT deserve it because you are going to leave! Honestly, it is hard to say what it is I see in you as a sister that was there for the past year of my life; I knew you since 9th grade, but the past year was special as both of us were living abroad, away from family, home and friends. Dina Sharayha I HATE YOU! Why do you have to leave? Aaakh I have this worst headache ever. I've been crying the whole day at just the thought of you leaving. Dear sister, you've always surprised me in how mature you can be sometimes where as at others, you amazed me in how much you seem to be acting like a small child. Today as I left your place, I cracked into tears as soon as I entered the car. My comment was: "keef bidha tdeer balha 3ala 7alha hai? Ma bti3raf keef!!" (How is she supposed to take care of herself? She doesn’t know how!) Again, it is hard to say what it is I see in you other than a REAL sister! We fight, we laugh, we hit each other, and we share every single detail! Tell me how am I supposed to get over the fact that you are not there anymore? Phone? Emails? Still, not like when you are there with your weird reactions and gestures my dear… I am going to miss a big part of myself while you are not here… Sorry but I have to write something in Arabic because it is really hard to express in English when it comes to these kinds of emotions. Dina gazazteeni ou inti bitdallek tis2aleeni iza 7akeit la Elias 3annek, and I always tell you that I didn't. But sorry for lying, cause I did. In short, he knows that you are my sister… Bitdalha tis2alni, aimta ra7 toktobi 3anni in your blog? I always tell her ma ba3raf ma ba3raf… THERE YOU GO! Dina excuse me but I have to finish this, I am in so much heartache and my eyes are not drying. I love you sister… Please take care of yourself, and don't let go of me… |
the first comment intended to try and explain to me that this paper bag is probably Chinese and they are made with low-cost material typed on it poor English phrases, and asking me to go look for a toothpaste named QYZ hehe that has this poor English on it and then I CAN LAUGH 
When it comes to love you know your stuff. It's obvious that you understand how the opposite sex think, what they like and how you can make them happy. Hey why don't you rewrite the book of love!
They say I am Young Einstein lol The question now is : Am I really Young Einstein?? 
!! Seriously I can't find the right words to thank you my dearest sister. No one had ever done anything even close to this for me! Thats why I'm going to share it with all my space readers to know how wonderful you are! (Dina my best friend wrote me this poem and sent it by email!)|
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